#does this count as a vent

[no-one-turose-shipper]

I need somebody I could rant to about the ABSOLUTE INJUSTICE HOP HAS FACED AS A CHARACTER. WHENEVER I SEE SWSH MERCH THEY ALWAYS LEAVE OUT HOP. BUT OH MARNIE AND BEDE ARE THERE. MOTHERFUCKER I AM GOING TO KILL YOU STOP BEING A COWARD AND GIVE ME MY HOP. HE IS CONSTANTLY ERASED AND PUT DOWN AND IT PMO. HOP IS NOT ANNOYING AND OVERCONFIDENT HE IS TRYING TO MAKE HIMSELF COOL. HOP IS A PRETEEN. AND DON’T GET ME STARTED ON HOP’S ERASURE IN HIS OWN GAME. IN HIS OWN FAMILY. BROTHER I MIGHT BE PROJECTING BUT THE FACT THAT LEON IS SO TREASURED AND FAVORED FUCKING MESSES WITH YA. ITS SO CLEAR HOP IS TRYING TO BE LEON. HE’S AN “ANNOYING FANBOY” BECAUSE LEONS HIS OLDER BROTHER. THAT HES CLOSE TO. I HATE YOU SWSH. YOU HAVE CREATED A CHARACTER SO GOOD AT BEING PATHETIC AND SUPPRESSED THAT PEOPLE HATE HIM. HOP ISNT EVEN ALLOWED TO HAVE A PROPER EMOTIONAL ARC. HE HAS TO PUSH IT DOWN. BOTH FOR THE STORY AND FOR THE OTHERS. HOP IS IN LEONS SHADOW AND IT FEELS LIKE THE FANS IGNORE THAT AND JUST PUSH HIM TO THE SIDE AS “ONE DIMENSIONAL.” HE’S NOT. ONE OF THE BIG POINTS OF HIS CHARACTER IS THAT HE ACTS. HE ACTS CONFIDENT. HE ACTS SELF ASSURED. HE ACTS LIKE HE DOESN’T HAVE ALL OF THIS SELF DOUBT CRUSHING HIM. LEON BECAME CHAMPION AT TEN. THATS SUCH A HUGE ACHIEVEMENT THAT WOULD OVERSHADOW ANY OF HOP’S. HOPS DEAL IS BEING PUSHED DOWN THE SAME PATH AS LEON AND TRYING TO BE BETTER. TO PROVE THAT HE ISN’T JUST LEON’S ANNOYING BROTHER. BUT HIS OWN PERSON. GRRRRRR IMAGINE LIVING LIFE KNOWING YOU ARE ONLY KNOWN FIR YOUR RELATIONS TO SOMEONE ELSE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? THERE ARE NO MEDALS OR EVEN FUCKING PICTURES OF HOP LIKE THERE ARE LEON. IMAGINE EATING BREAKFAST AND HAVING TO STARE DOWN A REMINDER OF WHAT YOU’LL NEVER LIVE UP TO. BROTHER. GRRRR HOP’S IDENTITY IS LEON. GOOD CHUNK OF HIS LINES BRING UP LEON, HIS ENTIRE MOTIVE IS BEATING LEON, THE RARE LEAGUE CARD THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE PERSONAL HAS HOP IMITATING LEON. GRRRRRRR I AM FUCKING TWEAKING OUT. EVEN IN POKÉMON MASTERS, HIS NEO-CHAMPION SUIT IMITATES LEON. I MIGHT BE LOONEY BUT I HAVE A POINT. I’VE BEEN THERE. FUNNY ENOUGH JUST LIKE HOP HYPER-FIXATES ON LEON I HYPER-FIXATE ON HOP. ITS COPING. ITS NEEDING SOMETHING, EVEN IF ONLY A IDEA TO FALL BACK ON. IT STARTS SMALL BUT IT GROWS INTO A OBSESSION YOU SINK YOUR NAILS INTO IT AS YOU TURN EVERYTHING INTO IT FOR THE COMFORT IT GIVES. YOU NEED IT. IT BECOMES YOUR PERSONALITY. IT BECOMES YOU. AND YES THIS SECTION IS ME PROJECTING BUT ITS FROM EXPERIENCE OF WHAT HE MIGHT BE GOING THROUGH. I HATE YOU HOP POKÉMON. YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN WHAT YOU GOT. BOTH FROM YOUR OWN MAKERS, YOUR OWN GAME AND THE FANBASE. HOPEFULLY YOU’LL GET YOUR OWN OFFICIAL PLUSH ONE DAY… HOPEFULLY PEOPLE WILL RESPECT YOU.

[huellitaa]

being a girl with mommy issues is so weird because like. you give me so much and i am so grateful. i die a little every time someone compares me to you. i want to make you proud. i need to leave this house before i go insane. i'm so lucky to be close with my mum. i break down whenever someone says i'm proud of you.

[wulfbones]

my problem is that i immediately grow attached whenever i meet an older man. not in a weird way, but in a will-you-please-be-my-father way. so, kind of in a weird way.

i feel like a hopeless stray that is always searching for that one missing piece.

[juiceisbigman]

ROTTMNT 40TH ANNIVERSARY COMIC SPOILERS!!!!

really messy comic page i made cause my dads would be birthday is coming up and im in the feels #feelingemo

[de-nyx]

Exam time :3

[littleroseprince]

being a glisten fickin is interesting because one moment I'm blasting abt myself and my ego and the next moment I'm just. too nervous to bother anyone.

[notachanterelle]

So stupid to feel guilty about finding other people hot while having a crush already. like HELLOOOOO I'M NOT FUCKING COMMITTED TO ANYONE??? AND ATTRACTION IS FUCKING NORMAL??? THE HELL???

[crystalmagpie447]

b ro

the motivation to draw /paint was sky freaking high on my way back in the car

now im just

in my bed 🧍‍♂️

[apartfromgod]

violently ill. acne back. going insane again. isha might be dead. other things not suitable for Tumblr.com ........is this a sign from God ??

[rainybow8231]

Desperation and Guilt.

Not getting help sucks, especially when it's being offered to you on a silver platter.

[alexkittyandra-rw-stuff]

Guys can we normalise not fucking doing this please.

Can we normalise not assuming everyone is okay with random physical contact

[nero-vanderwolf]

why do i feel like shit. school and elections probably. idk man. i just need something to look forward to

[thehollowwriter]

It's actually so hard to function growing up in a house like mine cause I automatically any criticism or disagreement on what I've done/said/my opinions as an attack on my intelligence and worth but also I also feel voicing that makes me an idiot and so I just sit there and feel like I'm gonna cry. Rhqqrhwth I'm working on it

[blackcatarts]

having adhd and being in theatre is like. i audition for one thing and then im in waiting mode until results are out. which is BAD. because i have WORK to do and PAPERS to write

[feixiiao]

hello i remembered where i kind of?? dissociated/experienced derealization in class once? im not sure if i did but at that moment i felt like nothing was real and i felt like i was detaching myself from reality and i wasnt really focused on anything and i was zoning out for a bit Can someone help me know if thats dissociation or not that was the first time i experienced that kind of feeling....

[baura-bear]

Me rn @ myself